Why I hesitate
I've decided that I need to have more conversations with myself. There are things that I still don't understand. Like why it has taken me at least a month to start a blog that I wanted to write. It's not like I'm writing a book and need to do research. This blog is The World According to Suzette. If it's just a simple blog about the spiritual views of Suzie-Q, then why haven't I started before now? I'm hesitating and I wonder why. Because I want it to be epic and beautiful, and I'm doubting myself? Maybe. Is it because I have so many distractions, especially my new class with lots of homework? Maybe. Because even though I knew I should, I'm waiting for some epic inspiration? Perhaps. Because I need to express myself, but I don't want to be judged on my beliefs since they are key to how I see myself. Perhaps. Then I decided to start the blog with all the reasons that I am not doing what I tell myself I love to do. Which is to reflect and to wr...